Why?

December 14, 2009 giejon24
Tags: base, confinement, cry, demerits, great, miss, money, spent, touring

Dec.13,09. Why is it so sad hearing your loved one’s voice instead of feel happy knowing you’re missed and it is a given chance anyway for both of you. That was I felt yesterday,I always miss him but when I get to  talk to him yesterday, I cried. It was a mixed feeling,happy I heard from him again,sad because he was punished to confinement there for 5days during passes,24demerits and 29 hours touring,nah,can’t speak that time,my tears continuously fell down and can’t stop it. I was so depressed until I dialed Mek, a friend, our friend and kuya too. He noticed my voice crying so let me cry and asked me to stop.I called him to ask and know if he knows someone there inside BMTS to talk about his punishment but we’re sorry because,though he wanted to help,he can’t he knows nobody there at this time. So my day was messed up,I studied and worked but it feels like my head was blank and I can’t think. I decided to go out with Mom,Gel,Jeng last night at base park,I spent my last money and it feels great though deep inside I’m crying. We ate,we bought some stuffs and walk anywhere there. I got tired. I received a message from Ace and it was saying it’s important so I called asap,he told me,he tried fixing Jon’s punishment and I was surprised,I am happy but I am worried still.I will not expect this time what I do is pray. God bless us and I can feel that!

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