Friends,Period.

December 15, 2009 giejon24
Tags: call, feelings, friends, life, Love, miss

Dec.14,09,yesterday, I read my daily thought,and worked. Yeah,I worked and glad that I am really learning by all means. I can’t wait to see Jon,again…I miss him but I think that less expectation,less pain. So I will not expect and wait instead,hope for the better. I do not feel well actually,maybe because I got tired from walking the other night at base park and the cold kills me,whew! Vicks,here I go again,I remember Jon in this scenario,he never leaves me until he sees me I’m ok.

Ace was good to me but these past few days,I think,he treats me different,is it because we are getting close as friends or we’re just cool persons. I find him funny and kind in many ways. Because if he’s not,honestly,he’ll never help us communicate and he’ll never response on my questions bout Jon like how was he, is he fine or anything. I find him kind maybe because he calls me sometimes,”ATE”,MISS ANGIE,MS.F OR BABY NI JON. Hmmm… he told me likes me because I made him laugh and my response was a little snob saying, “so you mean I am your clown?” He just laugh and say that I’ll never understand. So I never start the talk everytime he asks me to call or he’ll call. I can’t just bypass the calls because I might lose a call from Jon if ever! I know that it is not usual talking to someone every morning,before you sleep,during vacant hours…but what can I do if he’s the only way to know how’s Jon there,what is he doing, and it feels like I was there too whenever we talk,it feels like I am the one seeing and watching them right away. I told him a while ago,that we are good friends and he did not responded so I just kept silent and change topic about his gf. And so on… 

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