Sad For Him

December 20, 2009 giejon24
Tags: break up, feeling, life, Love, miss, relationship

Dec.19,09,yesterday is a sad day. I don’t know but I wasn’t excited when KJon talked to me that morning, I felt like I was just taken forgranted or I just miss him and I need his attention. I understand that he’ll going to wash his clothes but I really felt bad after the call… I tried sleeping yesterday but I can’t. I just watch television, set some stuffs and talked to Ace. Late night, Ace sent me a message, and he was so hurt,as stated. I was confused because he told me that they were fine,Ace and MJ. And after that message, another message sent to me saying they’re done. I felt bad, I called him and to my surprise,he was crying, though I can’t see him, I can feel and hear his voice,his breathe,his voice that I never heard before,his words that are so deep and followed by silence. I can’t say nothing but I told him it’s ok, atleast he did his part and I understand him that I’m here for him.Jon and I. We talked until 12 because of his situation, I was trying to calm and let him relax but he kept talking, and so I listen. Now I realized how real man handles a break up issue. I don’t know but I don’t want Jon feel that way if ever.I don’t want to hurt him and never will I. I told him to cry that night,shout,do what he wants as long as he never hurt his self.I bid good night for him to think and relax… I had a good yet sad day but it’s ok,I know,everything is happening for a reason and Jah is watching us…